I work as an accountant by day and I paint at night and
on the weekends. If I am able to spend 20 hours a week in
my studio - I am doing well. I have been doing this for
the past 18 years. It routinely happens, just as I am
getting into the flow of my work and making progress -
it's 5 pm on Sunday. I have to stop and prepare myself to
switch gears from the Art-Head to the Accountant-Head.
Each painting I complete is a discovery of technique
and process. In order not to forget what I learned, I
keep a detailed journal of the color combinations I use
and the problems I have discovered. In this way I am able
to come back much later and pick up where I left off.
Without formal training I am at the mercy of my own
mistakes that force me to stumble upon the secrets so
readily available to students of art.
The Accountant: Picture Essays in
Multiplicity was my first attempt at painting.
This painting was constructed by drawing the image on a
sheet of paper and photocopying it six times. I then
pasted the 20 lb. rag on to posterboard - now I had an
outline to follow - from that point I painted in the
image.
At that time I was working as an accountant for a
hardware company and thought of myself as a serious poet
who recently was accepted in the Creative Writing Program
at the University of Colorado in Boulder. The
Accountant: Picture Essays in Multiplicity was
my bridge between poetry and painting. After many years
of studying and writing poetry - I stopped.
Rabbit by the Sea came soon after,
then Giraffe and Child - both early
attempts at portraiture. Poor Ben and
Vanity came next.
Vanity was worked from a photograph. I
became very interested in patterns and details. Her hair
was especially hard to figure out. I decided upon using
heavy strokes of paint, creating an impasto for the
texture of curls.
The idea of The Last Supper came
about when my wife held up a small rectangular piece of
wood and said, "put the Last Supper on this" - instead I
made it 5 x 8 feet. It took four years to complete. I
researched every Last Supper I could find at the
University of Colorado's art library. I found there are
many Last Suppers - it's a dialogue between painters
throughout the last 2000 years.
I tried to be true to the period in all detail,
(robes, buildings, landscape), but the lace tablecloth
came from a pattern on my dinning room table, the
composite columns and marble were both around 50 BC and
the tile pattern on the floor came from the Middle Ages.
The last supper was my real first step into painting. I
developed a technique of applying an image to the canvas
and the basic understanding of applying acrylic opaque
paint on canvas.
Gilbert's Bar-Mitzvah came from an
old black and white photo taken in Brooklyn, NY circa
1930's of my grandfather Marty, my grandmother Flo, my
father Dick, and my uncle Gilbert (in the forefront). I
was attracted to the photo because Flo looked like she
was just goosed; and Dick, Gilbert and Marty were
smirking at her "suggesting something happened just
before the camera clicked." Knowing my family as I do,
this scenario would not be out of character for them.
Girls at the Beach and The
Last Supper both were posed as if frozen in that
moment, just before the photographer takes the
snapshot.
Girls at the Beach was inspired by my
teenage daughter (the one on the far left) and her
girlfriends. The portraits are a composite of her
friends. The bathing suit designs came from sifting
through and cutting out numerous bathing suit ads in
magazines and newspapers all to my wife's chagrin.
Recently this painting was banned from display at the
State of Connecticut Offices of the Workers Compensation
Commission, "as demeaning to women and
inappropriate."
Artemus and Buster at the Cafe Europa
was, among other things, my homage to Tediousness and the
Black Line. Notice the 14th Century Dutch Tile
reproductions - every stem is outlined in black.
Six years after I completed this painting, I returned
to it armed with my newfound technique of glazing. In the
summer of 1996 I was inspired to create deeper shadows on
the tile and deeper colors around the perimeter of the
black lines - After coming out of a haze of euphoria for
two months I realized I was destroying the painting and
proceeded for another month to correct and erase my
mistakes.
I was driven by the spell of glazing and all its
wondrous subtleties of color. I discovered a new way to
apply paint - in layers, (layers and layers and
layers).
At this same time I became fascinated with the black
line. What is the black line? Why is it there? I knew the
black line is simply the deepest part of the painting.
It's where all color derives from and similarly recedes
to. It does more than stand out.
Black Line #1 and Black Line
#2 are experiments. What if I took a small
section of Artemus and Buster at the Cafe
Europa and magnified it to the size of the
original - that is - to the point of abstraction, would
the new work project the same feelings? What came out was
Black Line #1and Black Line
#2. I found I was not sure which way to hang
them - each side gave a different feeling - I decided to
hang them in the exact position as the original. I was
hoping these enlargement would give off the essence of
the original painting - I think they did.
Dick's Tie is also a derivative of
Gilbert's Bar Mitzvah.
Hanuman Pectoral Disk was based on
the golden pectoral disks worn by the pre-Columbian
chiefs of Panama in the 8th to 10th century. ("they wore
golden disks the size of Frisbees on their chests. The
disks were said to represent the sun god, and in the
blazing sunlight, as myth has it, they shown so brightly
that they blinded the enemy"). "Each disk was lavishly
embossed with fantastic faces and ferocious figures that
are believed to have mythic significance."
I took this concept and applied it to Hanuman, the
Hindu deity introduced in The Ramayana, whose great
strength and powers helped retrieve Sita to Ram from the
terrible clutches of Ravana. The monkey Hanuman signifies
Devotion; and the Hanuman Pectoral Disk
illustrates how devoted Hanuman is to Ram and Sita - they
are kept in his heart - shown to us by tearing a hole in
his chest with his fingers exposing Ram and Sita.
I applied my new technique of layering many glazed and
clear coats of acrylic on top of each other. I found I
had more control over the definition of skin tone and
texture. This was the first painting of a human
(semi-human) form derived from my new method.
Bob & Puss Puss in the Garden is
a work-in-progress. This painting was inspired by a
photograph of my friend Bob Carlton and his cat Puss Puss
sitting in the backyard of Mulberry Cottage in Boulder,
Colorado. In May 1991 Bob died of AIDS. On his deathbed
he left instructions for me to have his shirt - he knew I
was going to start this painting. I have been working on
Bob (on and off) for over four years. This painting was
started using my old opaque method - now I am applying my
new method by relating to the work I've done up to that
point - as an undercoat.